ich verstehe nicht..

"kau mencoba tuk melihat ke atas dalam sgala kelemahanmu..

kau mencoba dekatkan bahumu dalam sgala beban hatimu

kau mencoba tuk tagakkan bahumu dalam sgala beban hatimu

menangislah..

jika kau ingin menangis..

namun kembalilah untuk tersenyum..

kan kupinjamkan bahuku untukmu menangis, kau kuhapus air mata yang basahi pipimu…

kan kugenggam erat tanganmu, takkan kulepaskan..

kan kupeluk dirimu dengan sgala rasa sayangku…"

i do understand those sweet words.. when you love someone and you know that he/she is in bad feeling, u just wana b the one who can say "i’m here", who can give your shoulder to cry on.. that is what i feel rite now to him.. my ‘ndut kokun.. if a hug can show you how much i care for you, i’ll hug u tight, as tight as i can..you are so sweet.. "engkau ada saat tangis dan tawaku", it’s you ko.. you are the right one in the rite moment. you came into my life n be the light when i hv no way to be out of the dark.. you lead me into the place that i’ve never been in.. the place when i feel that life is beautiful.. i love you ko.. yo te amo ^^ to you my kokun..

i dun know..

i just dun know wat am i supposed to do..

everything seems so complicated..

this life, my life..

i dun wana be the same feel the same

i feel boring

but i dun know wat i should do, wat i want to ..

i dun even know wat i’m talkin’ bout

it seems that there will be always unfinished stuff, ignored stuff.. hell ya!!!